last night at small group we talked all about worry. and now i find myself up at 5:00 a.m. because i can not sleep,
i'm full of worry.
i'm sick as can be from the pregnancy and i know this only makes things worse.
david gets home in a few hours--its almost impossible to make it through a full night without being scared while he is gone at work. i laid in bed,
prayed, and recited scripture but tonight i feel somewhat defeated.